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  <title>Evileen&apos;s Fortress of Doom</title>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 01 Oct 2008 00:26:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Boo You Whore</title>
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  <description>Ok so this is going to be short and sweet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hate my job, with a flaming passion, I wanna quit in the worst way.  Tom wants me to quit, however, I need another job.  Anybody got one for me?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The roof on our house sprung a leak -- ugh!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am depressed and I want to jump off the second story balcony and down the 60 foot cliff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned more depressing news to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 17 May 2008 02:18:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>UGH!!!</title>
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  <description>Ok so I am really pissy right now.  I am not sure why, actually I know why, but I am just trying not to let things get to me.  Its been kind of a shitty week.  I am sick first off and I feel bad cause Tom is having a rough week financially and school wise and there isn&apos;t a dam thing I can do to help him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Of course it poured down rain today and my car is leaking like a cive.  Not on one side, but both sides now -- ugh!!!!  I called the dealer and of course they guys left for the day and the service manager proceeds to inform me that her contact for VW is out on vacation next week, but she will call me Monday.  To make matters worse, I have only had the car 3 freakin days and my mom yelled at me today and told me that I need to just get a completely different model of car.  Ok this not what I wanted to hear as I LOVE my car -- umm, I didn&apos;t spend a fortune on it cause I was bored -- hello?  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have come to the realization that I am truly selfish and self centered.  Tom had to work tonight and I wanted outback so I placed an order for curbside to go for myself and didn&apos;t even bother to ask Tom if he wanted anything.  Ok this is not the first time that I have dome something like this.  I guess I just took for granted that he works tonight and he never eats before work (IBS issues) -- how totally wrong is that??????  I still could have asked him if he wanted something so he could have ate it in the morning.  Ugh, what the hell is wrong with me??????&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned kids more rain soaked car leaking random acts of selfishness to come from me at 11</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 17 May 2008 02:03:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>PERMENENT FIXTURE</title>
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  <description>Well its official kids, I got pulled into a meeting today and told that they are bumping my salary up a notch (to to what I wanted, but still a bump) cause they want me to stay and not quit -- devil, I was hoping they would say you&apos;re fired.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned kids more thrills to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 13 May 2008 20:27:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Home Sick Today</title>
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  <description>So I am feeling really under the weather today.  It started Sunday and yesterday I was just absolutely miserable.  Not only was it Monday, but we had a million and a half things going on at work and I was less than pleasant.  I only went in to help out cause I knew what it would be like for Monique being there by herself and do you think it was appreciated -- absolutely not.  So today I said fuck it and I am staying home!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 11 Mar 2008 01:43:49 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Monday Monday</title>
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  <description>Well today was not actually too bad.  I actually made it through without wanting to completely slit my writs.  I managed to make it through one whole day without a nasty e-mail -- Wahoo, yea me!!!!!  Sandy came back from vacation and as soon as I heard her voice I ran over and gave her a big hug and said boy am I happy to see you.  I think that made her feel good.  I got to tell someone to pretty much fuck off in a professional manner which was a great feeling!!!!  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had lunch with Darr and Navid today.  I was a little miffed cause SPD called a meeting at 11:30 and Darr was coming to pick me up at 11:45, but I made it.  It was SSSOO nice to get out of the office and see those guys.  I made Darr promise that she would have be back in an hour cause I didn&apos;t want a nasty e-mail and I made it back with 2 minutes to spare -- WAHOO, yea me again.  They were making fun of me cause I inhaled my lunch, they were like OMG, I thought you had only like a half hour with the way you ate so fast.  We are getting together tomorrow night in honor of the First Lady&apos;s Meeting so that should be a good time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Depraved Angel that hooker called me today and invited me to her house on Friday for a dinner party.  It was nice to talk to her and catch up since I haven&apos;t spoken to her in like forever.  I said her ears must have been ringing cause I kept telling Tom and a few others that I needed to call her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Any way, not a bad day for a change.  Lets hope this trend continues.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned kids more rainbows and butterflies to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 10 Mar 2008 02:36:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>WEKKEND BLISS</title>
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  <description>The weekend was nice and relaxing.  Slept in, ate like a hog, and napped.  The most ambitious thing we did was sand the floors in the spare room, clean and laundry.  I could get used to this life, but now its over and back to hell tomorrow -- ugh!!!  Seriously they should outlaw Mondays.  I am hoping that this week will be much better.  I am going to put my best foot forward and try my hardest and see what happens.  I will get this job and not let it defeat me.  I am very good at what I do and can handle anything throw my way -- I will be victorious!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned kids more pep talk speeches to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 07 Mar 2008 03:06:33 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>FRUSTRATED BEYOND BELIEF PART II</title>
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  <description>Ok so today was yet another sucky day at the job.  My day can be summed up as one giant nasty e-mail.  Lets see my day started off by being bombarded with e-mails about something I messed up on.  Upon trying to explain the details and providing documentation I was met with even more e-mails and finally told never mind cause she was confused.  Ok, thats why I sent you an e-mail with calculations and documentation -- hello.  Then she sends more nasty e-mails to everyone saying she couldn&apos;t understand why it was so chaotic in there today -- well heres an idea, we were down three people and with you out that makes four -- hhhhmmm now lets just think about that now shall we!?!?!?!?!?!?!  Then I was getting nasty e-mails about things I was doing wrong -- does anyone see anything wrong with this picture??????   I have only been there a whole hot second, February 28, 2008, was a month and you are bitching at me cause I am not doing things right and I don&apos;t know the procedures, well if I am not told then how the hell am I to know.  Give me a break, I am doing the best that I can and I even said that at one point.  I think that I am doing pretty freakin well for it being my first month.  I am sorry that I am slow and it takes me a while to do stuff, but I am so afraid of making a freaking mistake that I check, and double check and triple check and I still mess up -- ugh I just can&apos;t win.  I am busting my ass and there wasn&apos;t a thank you for being the only closer for most of the day today, oh hell no, its just e-mails that she doesn&apos;t understand why she should have to do work that should be done by the &quot;STAFF&quot; -- WHATEV!!!!!  BIG FAT INDUSTRIAL SIZE SIGH!!!!!!  &amp;gt;:-)  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned kids more nasty e-mail thrills to come from me at 11!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 06 Mar 2008 02:17:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>New Person Blues</title>
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  <description>I am very extremely frustrated at the new job.  Words cannot express the amount of frustration that I am feeling right now.  In fact it is so bad, I almost grabbed my keys and hit the bricks running today.  It goes without saying that a lot of it has to do with me being new and my constant need to ask questions and be babysat.  However, today I got stuck doing the job I hate the most.  Ordering taxes and municipals -- ugh!!!!!!!!  Why did I get stuck doing this you ask when I have a million other things to do and my talents are better spent else where?  Well the answer is simple you see, cause the person that should be doing it is too fucking lazy and selfish to help out, so she quickly threw me under the wheels of the bus to help the t/m girl out -- yippie.  Needless to say I am not afraid to voice my displeasure and destine so I am sure that I am going to get told about it.  I don&apos;t remember being this frustrated when moving to CT, however, Tom quickly pointed out to me that I was.  Thanks sweetie, I love you too.  I just know that I am much better and more capable than they give me credit for.  On a positive note, we lost power today at 3:45 so they sent us home -- WAHOO!!!!!  &amp;gt;:0)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned, more Hershey park in the dark excitement to come at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 04 Mar 2008 01:49:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>YOU KNOW SOME DAYS I HATE PEOPLE</title>
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  <description>So yeah, some days people just annoy the crap out of me.  For instance, tell me why would you want to know about things that have nothing to do with you or what you are working on and/or have no impact on you whatsoever???  If it does not affect you or your job then why the hell do you want to know about it or who told you to do it and the reasons you were told to do it and by whom.  And another thing, before you start ripping someone apart about questions asked make sure that you know all of the facts and that those facts are correct!!!!  I don&apos;t need a babysitter and I know that I am new, but don&apos;t second guess me, I have been doing this a long time and I may not know everything, but I know a lot more than I let on.  Mind your business, this is all that I ask.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned kids, more wise words of wisdom to come at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 03 Mar 2008 02:59:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>THANK GOD END OF MONTH IS OVER &amp;gt;:-)</title>
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  <description>Ok so I have survived my first end of month at the new job and let me just tell you that it was HELL!!!!! I have been so stressed out the last couple of weeks that I just can&apos;t tell you.  I thought I was going to have a nervous breakdown -- ugh!!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I haven&apos;t been feeling like myself lately and I know that I have said this before, but perhaps maybe just writing down some of my random thoughts might help.  Ok maybe not, but its worth a shot, here goes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today Tom and I were going through his year book and we were talking about high school.  That got me thinking about how many people come and go in our lives, how we just get busy and lose track and its kinda of sad!!!!  I miss some of my friends, even the ones from college.  My best friend Melissa I haven&apos;t spoke to in I bet 13 years, the last thing I remember is she moved to Florida with some guy and I called her a couple of times, but the new bo didn&apos;t like me and we just kinda lost touch.  I think about her a lot and miss her greatly, I wonder where she is now?  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This weekend Tom and I went to help out his grandfather by working on his phone line.  Its sad and Tom and I both said that we don&apos;t want to grow old and alone like that.  Isn&apos;t it funny how both of had the same thought and why the hell were we thinking this -- hello?!?!?!?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok well I think that does it for my random acts of violence today.  Stay tuned more blah blah blah bull shit to come at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jan 2008 02:24:40 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>It&apos;s Round 2, Day 1</title>
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  <description>Ok so as many of you know and some of you don&apos;t, I started a new job at CT Land back in October.  I was informed by the owner of the company and my supervisor that due to loss of business that I need to start looking for new employment.  I found a new job with PKH and started that job today.  As first days go, and I&apos;ve had many, it wasn&apos;t horrible.  However, the voice inside my head was screaming OMG WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE!!!!!  I WANT TO GO BACK TO WHATS FIMILAR!!!!!  I remember having this same feeling when I started at CT, but I am just having a hard time.  I have absolutely no freakin clue as to what the hell I am doing at PKH.  The phone systems are completely different, the soft wear is different, blah blah blah.  The older I get the more adverse I become to change and harder it is for me.  I swear I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown today.  Tom told me that I will be fine and its my first day, I can&apos;t expect to know everything, and he is right.  I am my own worst enemy.  I talked to Darr today and she told me she missed me and wanted me to come back which made me feel a lot better.   I miss her and thats what makes this move/change even more difficult is the fact that I really got a long well with her and we became pretty close in the last couple of months, not to mention the fact that she is having a really difficult time without me there.  Not just because of just me, its that she is the only one left that knows what they hell is going on and what they are doing so that makes it even harder cause I want to just go back and fix everything.  Oh well, Patty told me that it will take at least 3 months to tell whether or not you are going to like a job or not and I need to give it a chance.  Tomorrow might be different.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned kids more new job excitement to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 29 Nov 2007 01:44:12 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Ok so I am just in a funk these days.  I don&apos;t know whats wrong with me and/or how to fix it.  Well I guess I kinda of know whats wrong.  I started a new job which isn&apos;t going so hot.  Due to loss of business, layoffs are a coming.  We have already lost 3 people since I have started which makes me feel safe -- not!!!!  To top that all off, my lovely new car has sprung a leak and after doing some research, have discovered that I am just one of many having the same problem.  The car has been looked over by the vw engineer and is getting looked at yet again by said engineer.  Judging from the blogs, the outcome is bleak.  So all of this great information has just done such wonders for my mental state, that I have now turned to eating as a comfort which has in turn made me pack on some un-needed pounds.  Its just a viscous cycle, I eat cause I am unhappy and I am unhappy cause I eat.  I am so sick of stressing and being in this funk.  I think I need a vacation oh yeah wait, I can&apos;t afford one.  Not to mention the fact all of this right at the freakin Holidays -- great!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Big fat industrial size sigh!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 29 Jun 2007 02:29:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Morons</title>
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  <description>Ok so I don’t quite understand the judges decision to boot Jessie from So You Think You Can Dance tonight.  Of course then again, I don’t quite understand the judges decisions for the booting process yet thus far.  You, yourselves said it about one contestant taking 10 seconds of her 30 second solo to walk out on stage and another 15 to take her jacket off which is a total of 5 seconds worth of dancing and yet we feel the need to keep said person on the show.  Ok do we see anything wrong with this decision??????  Then again this also coming from the same judges who decided to keep Cedric, another person who is not up to the par of the others, on the show.  Perhaps maybe, just maybe, the judges for this show might want to pass around/share the crack pipe they all are smoking so that we ALL can be just as delusional as they are.  At least Jessie danced for her 30 seconds and could we have possibly cut her a little slack – HELLO she just got out of the hospital. Not to mention that we America didn&apos;t even get to vote for her since she was in the hospital and that automatically put her in the bottom three --- ugh!!!!! BOOOOOO HHHHHIIIIIISSSSS, not close to being right nor legal.  Things that make you go hhhhmmmm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Signed absolutely disappointed and disgusted.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 18 Jun 2007 00:52:44 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Baltimore Pride</title>
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  <description>All I am going to say is after Chad got his period and we got him a super ultra maxi pad and I got over my two left feet and we got rid of some major drama baggage, we went dancing and had ourselves a fag-olous time.  Kristine W. was ab fab what we could hear of her -- I so LLLLLOOOOVVVVEEEEE her!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned kids, more two left feet period drama to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 08 Jun 2007 02:34:31 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Priscilla Queen of the Desert</title>
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  <description>So last night I went and picked up my new car -- finally.  I almost got into an accident with tellulaha bell right in front of the dealer as I wasn&apos;t paying attention.  Anyway, after much debate, I have the new car and have named her Priscilla.  I LUV her!!!!!!!!  Was very impressed with how smooth and quiet she is.  Not to mention that she has a lot more and does a lot more shit than the old one.  AJ went over everything about the car with me, but there is only so much information that one can retain and I only remember about half, if that.    I got to drive around more with the top down today.  You wouldn&apos;t believe how people stare.  I had one guy at the bank checking it out today and stop me and ask me about it.  Another little kid while running down the street stopped and was screaming at me &quot;whoo nice car mister&quot;.  Awww just what I need to draw more attention to myself than I already do.  But yes, I really do like her, of course I better cause I am going to have her for the rest of my life -- lol!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 06 Jun 2007 01:51:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Too Much Drama For Your Mamma</title>
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  <description>Ok so the car is in.  Bitch was in on Friday, however I couldn&apos;t pick it up as they don&apos;t have another car with the wheels that I want to do a wheel swap -- ok major bummer dude.  I was quite pissed when they told me it would take 4 days to accomplish this -- ugh.  There is always a reason and since the weather hasn&apos;t been real great since Saturday, I am using this as my reason.  Anyway, I pick up the new car Thursday and am very excited to say the least.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Did the house refi a couple of weeks ago and paid off a bunch of bills.  The guy was here to give the estimates for the new porches as the ones that are on the house now are in danger of falling off the house(oh and this isn&apos;t a joke).  I don&apos;t even go out on any of them, but the one on the front of the house is the worst.  You can&apos;t walk on the one closest to the street, but it could probably hold on for another year or two.  Anyway, the estimate came in wwwwaaayyy more than we wanted so Tom called him back toady and he said he would try and give us close to what we want, but its going to be a scaled down version (16 by 10 [maybe 16 by 8] instead of 20 by 12).  At this point I don&apos;t give a shit, just put something on so that we can sell the bitch when we are ready.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Work has been a monster pain in the ass as David has been majorly moody and up until today its been really busy.  Today I found checks that I didn&apos;t deposit from a file that closed on Friday -- ooppsie my bad.  I could have just about shit when I found them!!!!!  I am leaving early on Thursday and Friday which I am kind of surprised that Mr. Kranky Pants is ok with, but he said it was alright.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well I think that pretty much sums up the details of my life right now.  Stay tuned kids, more drop top excitement to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 24 May 2007 02:24:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Sparks Have Ignited</title>
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  <description>Ok I am so excited I could just pee, ok I think I did just a little -- ok thats another posting.  Anyway, our girl Jordan is the new American Idol, I am so happy I cried with her.  Now if only that were me damit Janet!!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 22 Mar 2007 11:20:15 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Would You Just Get Here Already</title>
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  <description>So yesterday I get out to my car after work and there is a missed call and a message from a number that I don&apos;t recognize.  Intrigued, I call my voice mail to discover its AJ, the salesman about the car I order.  He states that the car was released for production on March 14, should be completed and arrive at the dock to be shipped on May 12 -- good news -- yeah starts dancing in the car -- until I hear the next comment, the bad news, its scheduled to be received by the dealer by June 18, by the latest -- no thats not a typo kids, it takes over a month to get here, WTF!?!?  So upon calling him to make sure I heard correctly, it could come in a week or two early, but can anyone help me with the calculations here cause I was told 12 weeks and anyway I calculate this it comes out to like 14 to 15 weeks.  Does anyone besides me find this absolutely insane????&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Heres the other problem, the car I currently have, needs registered -- no biggie, serviced -- again no biggie and inspected -- now thats a biggie.  I don&apos;t know about you, but when one is coming up with a huge down payment for said car, money is just a little tight.  Not to mention, who the hell wants to spend $150.00 on a car and then trade it in like a week or two (possibly three) later.  Upon asking this question I got told well I am not sure what answer to give you, you can drive around with an inspired inspection sticker and hope you don&apos;t get caught, but the decision is yours.  Ok thats an option!!!!!  After talking with him more, he did say that the arrival date could change and we&apos;ll deal with it more at the end of May.  Ok much better answer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well gotta go get ready for work here kids, stay tuned, more frustration and anxiety to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 13 Mar 2007 01:48:06 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Monday Monday</title>
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  <description>Ok so I am so bored right now I just want to jump out of my skull.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;11 more weeks until my car comes in.  This is just going at a snails pace and I think I am going to hang myself before it comes in.  Tom and I were looking at the paperwork today and it hit me all of the sudden holy shit I am getting a new car not to mention I am SSSSOOO excited I can&apos;t stand it.  This is going to be the longest 11 weeks of my life.  Someone please give me some hot daggers to poke into my eye.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Work was its usual pain in the ass. DHS was working my last nerve.  Of course I couldn&apos;t make him understand today that back in 97 911 emergency services requested roral routes be changed to physical address in an effort to help speed up response time.  This file we got a call about this morning had a problem where 911 changed the address and we didn&apos;t get the memo so tax assessment never changed it and for some unkonwn reason I couldn&apos;t make him understand that 911 requested the address be changed?????  Hello, is it just me or am I missing something here? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was supposed to go to the gym tonight but Matt punked out on me.  Dam me and my codependency.  I serioudly need to get a handle on my weight.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alright I think I am going to head out of here and go to bed since I am dying from boredom.  Stay tuned kids more grab you by the seat of the pants excitement to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 08 Mar 2007 03:24:41 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>All Aboard</title>
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  <description>Ok so for this expressed trip to crazy town.  Lets see, where do I begin, I have been rather distracted lately.  Not quite sure what is going on, but me and my emotions are all over the place and I can&apos;t focus at all.  Perhaps a trip to the doc is soon in order to help get me back on tract cause I am feeling way out in left field lately.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Work well lets just start there cause that another issue in and of itself which doesn&apos;t help much lately.  Ok so I know that most of you have heard me indicate that I am always out of my mind busy.  I am used to our office doing anywhere between 50 and 70 closings a month.  To say there has been a drop of lately is an understatement.  Last month we had somewhere in the proximity of 22.  This is not good and only helps fuel my boredom.  When I get bored thats not a good thing and is potentially dangerous.  Today we were talking about if it doesn&apos;t pick up soon we are all going to be looking for jobs.  Again not helping my mental state as I have just placed the order for my new car and wouldn&apos;t that suck to get laid off now - bummer.  I don&apos;t think lay offs would happen this year, but if the workload keeps up like this by the end of this year we&apos;re in trouble.  On the bright side, it is winter and its always slow so keep those fingers crossed that I don&apos;t get handed my pink slip any time soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kristy invited me to go for sushi tonight and like an idiot, I completely forgot to call her.  Again, my mind is just all over the place and I can&apos;t focus???  Sorry sweetie I will give you a call to reschedule.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I haven&apos;t gone to the gym at all this week due to the weather and my lack of ambition.  I hate going anywhere in the cold.  I am hoping that once the weather starts to warm up that will give me the motivation to get there.  This is particularly alarming for me because I am a big fat hippo right now.  I hate my body, the way I look and the weight that I have gained.  My clothes are starting not to fit and of course I just can&apos;t stop eating.  I am like some crazed woman on PMS -- ugh!!!  For the love of god somebody help me put down the chicken wing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok enough depression for one night.  Stay tuned kids more rainbows and sunshine to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 05 Mar 2007 03:23:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Out With the Old &amp; In With The New</title>
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  <description>Ok so this is going to be short and sweet.  Saturday, I placed the order for my new car (in case you are wondering its a 2007 Paprika Red VW EOS) -- good news.  It will not be here until the end of May/beginning of June -- ugh, the bad news.  Oh well at least it will be warm enough that I can drive around with the top down and enjoy it.  They did a search all over PA and all over the US and nadda -- double ugh!!  Didn&apos;t quite get what I wanted for my car either, but of course upon a closer inspection after washing it, its no wonder.  There are all these little tiny dents all of the passengers side from Tom and I whacking the shit out of it to get the ice off -- triple ugh.  I am feeling a little saddened by the getting rid of Tulleha, she&apos;s been a good car and her and I have been through a lot together -- she&apos;s been like a good friend and I really do hate to get rid of her.  &amp;gt;:-(  I am both very excited not to mention a little unnerved about another big purchase.  I want this stuff and then after I get it I start to hyper ventilate and freak out -- why do I do this shit to myself????&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned kids more nut case ramblings to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 01 Mar 2007 02:38:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Bitchfest 2007</title>
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  <description>Ok so for my first bitch -- Anna Nicole Smith.  I am SSSSOOOOO monster sick of hearing about this.  Every time you turn on the f&apos;in tv this is all thats on.  Ok yeah its sad that she&apos;s dead, but for god sake do the tests to determine who the gd father is and barry her already!!!  Raise your hand if you are sick of hearing about this already!?!?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Next is American Idol.  Ok Antonella is about absolutely the worst singer on there.  She just needs to stick a dick in it a bitch and be done with it already.  She makes herself sound even more incredibly stupid by just opening her mouth.  During the whole dedication video, I am sorry, she sounded like an absolute moron.  As far as I am concerned, she should have been booted last week.  And the Black guy that was a back up singer, it think his name is Brandon -- ugh.  I am sorry there is just something about his voice that I cannot stand.  In fact, I watched it on DVR and fast forwarded through the whole thing.  Perhaps there was a reason you were and/or are a back up singer.  These people will probably remain on there for a couple of weeks yet just because they look good -- double ugh.   On a positive note I love LeKisha, melind and Jordin.  Jordin reminds me of my b/f Mary.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today was just an absolutely shitty day.  It started off by Tom having a melt down because he had a shitty night at work.  I felt really bad as I didn&apos;t have much time to talk and console him as I was on my way out the door for work when he came home and of course I was running late.  GJS had a closing at 9:30 that of course was an enormous cluster fuck and then we had a surprise purchase today and the whole day was just really busy and a giant pain in the ass.  We had 6 closing.  I had 4 of them and Carol had two of them, but one of hers was canceled.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I didn&apos;t go to the gym today cause I was just exhausted from today.  I also didn&apos;t get to the bank today to get my certified check for the car either cause it was so busy.  Ok so I guess tomorrow is another day and its not like the money is going anywhere so oh well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok on that note I am gonna head out of here.  Stay tuned kids more bitch moan piss whining to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 28 Feb 2007 03:43:36 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Some Random Thoughts</title>
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  <description>Not much to report on the goings on in my life really, just the same shit, just a different day.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Work was ok today, however, David&apos;s first day back was Monday.  He was away in Hawaii for a week and a half.  I know I feel so bad for him right.  Anyway, he was working my nerves today cause he was just all over the place and I couldn&apos;t keep up.  I did a good thing I think and/or I hope.  I have two deals coming into the office for next month my friends Matt and Steve and another friend Cindy.  I gave DHS Matt and Steve and I gave Cindy to GJS so hopefully that will keep the bosses happy since its an even playing field now.  I was excited that we got Cindy&apos;s contract today -- WAHOO!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went to the gym today and it actually wasn&apos;t bad.  Didn&apos;t work out on the same machines, but it was at least a good 375 cals -- WAHOO!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am very excited as we are going to order the new convertible this weekend.  Last week I got contact by the dealor cause I did an online appraisal for my car.  Anyway after going back and forth with them (not in a bad way) the dealor said they could order me what I want.  When I said something to Tom he was like well if thats what we are talking about doing, we need to get in there before the end of the month cause if we wait you aren&apos;t getting the car until like June.  Upon asking my friend Matt how long it took his ordered car to come in he promptly told me 8 weeks.  I was like ugh, I am not waiting that long, so we are going this weekend to talk to thema bout ordering the car.  Of course this presented a problem cause of course the windshield was cracked in my car so of course I needed to get this fixed.  But it all worked out, got it fixed this weekend so all is well.  I will keep you posted on the ETA of Pracilla.  All my cars have names and this one is Telluhla Bell.  Ahh poor Telluhla she&apos;s been a good car.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On that note, I think I am going ot hit the shower and head to bed.  Stay tuned more random excess to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 21 Feb 2007 03:30:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Short</title>
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  <description>Ok so I planned on making this one as short as possible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Work -- sucked the big donkey.  Everything I touched turned into a big fat turd, felt like a Monday and lack of focus.  On a positive note David is out in Hawaii -- aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh big fat sigh!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Made an appointment to go look at a house to make Tom happy.  He was a little disappointed that I went to look at it with Matt and Steve without him.  The other house we were going to look at is sold -- devil.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gymed and got our asses handed to us by a piece of equipment.  I guess this is what you got for not going for like a month, what can you expect.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Got an e-mail and sent an e-mail to H.A. Boyd about my new car -- WAHOO bitches I am excited five more weeks, the countdown is on like donkey kong.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That pretty much sums up my day.  Exciting isn&apos;t it, should be illegal to have this much fun on a given day -- later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned more whimsical excitement to come from me at 11.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 19 Feb 2007 02:38:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A Stuck A Stupid</title>
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  <description>Ok so this week has just been lovely.  Most of it was sucked up by our current weather.  My freakin car was stuck since tuesday and I had to drive Tom&apos;s saturn -- ugh.  Yeah I just got it out yesterday.  Can you say I hate winter with a passion and I can&apos;t wait for spring which isn&apos;t going to roll are around fast enough for me.  I can&apos;t completely blam the car for being stuck, it was my fault.  Like a dumb ass when I pulled in I got closer than I should of to the car in front of me and I of course pulled right up against the curb.  Oh hind sight is only 20/20.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not much else to report other than I can&apos;t wait for freakin spring oh and the new car purchase is like 6 week away -- I can&apos;t wait -- WAHOO!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stay tuned kids more ice chopping exciement to come at 11!!!</description>
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